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i was sick again.

it comes follow some kind of patterns, i was trying to control it a bit.

but, too bad i cant. so everything still stays the same.

i was tired to find someone i could talk to or babrely be honest to meself to answer.

there were fear, jellous, scare, sad, depress.

i know, somehow, it will gone. the patterns will flip, turn me into a positive way.

how could i resturcture evething i could tell, i was tried repeat the samething over and over.

i was get bored, i can draw the boring faces.

no,no, i wont say a word until the last minute.

why i be like that? i was hardly explain myself why acting like that.

am i changed? i was over weight myself. at least there is something i cant change, there is some situations i have to get through, without change it.

just because the limited power.

i wanna say dirty words aloud by driving myself crazy or expressing my strong feeling at this monents.

but, i shut my mouth up.

it wont change anything, dirty words wont help.

im still not satified.

am i get too much? and thats the reason im thinking im able to get the whole world.

i love the feeling everything is in control.

all a sudden, i realized there must be something i cant.

all that, because i love you more than i can handle.

should i give up instead of a breathe?

even we deserve to each other.

i know i was born for you. we are 99.9% match.

why something has to be incomplete?

i want perfect.

i love you.

with my only one heart, with my skins.